Day 19: What do you think of religion?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21: Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs.
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30: A letter to yourself.
Sick of this 30 days thing so I'm going to just finish it off... mostly cuz I'm OCD and I can't leave something half finished.
So.. thoughts on religion. I'm actually not a huge fan of the idea of organized religion. I feel like everyone should be able to believe and choose for themselves how to worship. I am right where I wanna be on the religion issue and I hope everyone else is able to find the same contentment and happiness that I have found.
My views on drugs and alcohol is basically that I think they are dumb.. I guess I just haven't ever needed to make my self feel any other way than what I feel naturally... I have experience pain, sorrow, anguish etc. but I know that those feelings are something that I am meant to feel. So I will get past my trials and I will feel every feeling that is necessary. I don't need drugs and alcohol to change what I naturally feel. If others feel differently then that is their own free choice to do so.
my best friend is in a car accident and we had a fight. What would I do? Make sure they are ok-first and foremost and be there for them if they want me to be.
Something I wish I hadn't done in my life. I wish I hadn't gotten myself into a serious relationship when I was so young. I didn't make any drastic mistakes or anything but I look back on it and I know that I wouldn't want that for my own daughter. I just wish I had been more cautious, and not so free-giving of my love and my heart. I don't regret the relationship- it was fine. I just wasn't ready for it and I wish I had been older when it happened.
something I wish I had done in my life. I wish I was further in school than I am. I don't regret doing massage school because I have an amazing job because of it but I just wish I was further along with my regular degree. I'm getting there though :)
Make a playlist. Well I already added music to my blog which has alot of significant songs with me and McCall.. so I'll just count that as my playlist.. and he knows why I chose each song so I won't bore you all with the details.
The reason I believe I am still alive today. Because I am not done with whatever it is I am supposed to do for this world :)
Have I ever thought about giving up on life and why? Sure.. everyone wants to give up. But its not really an option. if it is asking if I've ever thought of ending my life early- thats a big fat No! I love my life.. even when it's hard.
The best thing going for me right now would have to be my marriage. I am lucky to be loved by an amazing man who takes care of me. He is amazing and works so hard for us. He is by far the best thing that has ever happened to me and marrying him was the best decision I have ever made.
If I was pregnant right now- I would freak out. Because I would be happy.. scared but happy. We would be thrilled to be pregnant right now. That's a no brainer.
something I hope to change about myself.... Hm... I dunno.. I really wish I was a more patient person. So I would just change myself to be way more patient.
and I'm not really going to write a letter to myself. I think the fact that I keep a record of my life through my blog is enough :)
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