Something's Missing..

Life is good.

I feel like I complain alot lately but it really isn't complaining.

I have a really good life and alot to be grateful for.

Lately I guess I just feel like something is missing. I could honestly give a list of what I KNOW that it is. But all of the things that I KNOW are missing, are things that I don't have any control over. So needless to say... it is VERY frustrating. So here I play the waiting game for other people to make decisions that will make it so we can move on with our lives. I guess I'm getting a little bitter...trying not to but I can't help it.

McCall applies for jobs daily... literally.. there are like 10 that I am trying to keep track of. Some of them are great, other ones seriously suck. We found out that he is number one to get hired at a couple of places (I won't say which ones in case I jinx it) but the only reason he hasn't had the offer is because of budget issues. Seriously??? these are like the 10th jobs that have canceled recruitments because of budget issues. So write your congressmen people! get our police some funding!! so that this AMAZING candidate can have the offer that is so rightfully his! mmk thanks. All-in-All things are going well.. he is enjoying his break and we are enjoying our time together. Just hate this waiting game. It's gotten kind of old.

I officially survived my first Sundance. YAY! got good tips and met some cool people so I had alot of fun and it was a good learning experience. I am excited for future seasons up there. I have really enjoyed working up there this season and I actually really haven't minded the drive either.

I am officially addicted to Grey's Anatomy now too. I heard the later seasons get kinda lame but it has pretty much kept me sane while I do my homework over the last few weeks.

and I'm off to IKEA in the morning..... be jealous!